May 2011
144 posts
“Curvy women are real women. Skinny women are real women. Women who have had boob...”
– Hugo Schwyzer (via killinhoes)
What would you say to yourself if you could go...
Mine: Don’t be an idiot. Learn in school. Men suck. You need friends, don’t take them for granted. Don’t stop eating, but don’t throw it up either. Eat healthy, you’ll be happier that way. You CAN sing, work on it a bit. Do things you wouldn’t. Do the talent show. Don’t kiss him, he’s only going to fuck you over. You are good enough.
What would you...
I just saw someone who answered a question on...
The question was, “What’s your goal in life?”
Her reply, “To be Barbie.”
Day Twenty-Nine-Your definition of beauty.
My definition of beauty? My definition of beauty is happiness. Someone who goes through life with a smile on their face, as if nothing could ever go wrong, when maybe at home, that’s not the case. At the same time, its the lack of happiness that can make a person look more beautiful than anyone. Sometimes a tear here or there breaks your heart, and I consider all the pain and suffering put...
Day Twenty-Eight-Do you want that “gap” between...
No, honestly. I don’t. I find it gross. That, in my opinion, is too skinny. Plus, I’m big-boned and I would never get that gap anyway.
Day Twenty-Seven-How do you deal with being around...
I….eat it…
Hopefully back to working out tomorrow morning. I haven’t been feeling well enough. :/
Day Twenty-Six-What excites you most about...
I’m excited about being healthy, looking better, feeling better, and loving myself more. I want to look better and have a better self-esteem. I’m excited to not have to dodge mirrors anymore. :]
Day Twenty-Five-Have you ever purged? If you have...
I don’t like talking about my past.
Day Twenty-Four-How do you feel about the terms...
I feel that when you say you’re pro-ana or pro-mia, you’re CHOOSING to kill yourself and make others feel like it’s the “lifestyle choice” for them. Which means you’re aiding in their inevitable death. I don’t like murderers. Being Pro-Ana or Pro-Mia is different than being anorexic or bulimic. If you want to go kill yourself, I don’t like it, but...
You don’t gain weight on weekends, right? O.o
I love getting random compliments on how well my clothes fit. -sigh- :)
Day Twenty-Three-Did the media play a role in your...
It did at first. I wanted to be beautiful like all the girls on tv, and on shows where the girl gets the guy and they fall in love, it’s never a big girl, they’re always model thin. Then, I realized, “Hey, my boyfriend loves my body, and since I will NEVER look like that, why can’t I love my body too?” So now I’m just trying to get down to a healthy weight and...
Fuck yes, 3 mile advanced walk this morning! :D
Soooo, I’ll take better measurements tomorrow, but if I measured the right spots, I lost about an inch off my waist and hips! :D
This weekend
I’m going to make an “About me” post, a “goals and rewards” post, and a “favorite blogs” post so I can have the links on my page. :]
Day Twenty-Two-What was your lowest weight? How...
I would have to say about 6 lbs 14 ounces? Aside from young age? About 180.
Day Twenty-One-What are your clothing sizes?
Oh jeez. I don’t know? UHM. Pants I can run around a 16 up to an 18. Shirts, like…large or extra large? Panties about a size 8. My bra is a 40DD. MY SOCKS ARE SIZE 8-9…..I don’t know what else this is asking. O_o
“Make the decision, then do something - no matter how small - toward...”
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I think I'm going to take my measurements again...
I told myself, “Only on the first of every month, no obsessing.” But, people have told me that I look like I’m losing weight, and yet the numbers on the scale haven’t changed very much. I want to know if I’m gaining muscle while my size has dropped. However, I’m really scared that nothing’s changed and everyone is lying to me when they tell me how good I...
If you've lost one pound. If you've lost a hundred...
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I need help
coming up with a weekend workout. I have one for every day of the week aside from Saturday and Sunday. I want something I could do in my own home, and I don’t want it to be vigorous, since it’s kinda like a break for me. I don’t want to just completely not do anything though. :/ Any ideas?
Day Twenty-Favorite diet?
I hate dieting. I don’t have a specific diet that I stick to, I take good advice and eating habits from a few of them and combine them into my own lifestyle. I work out, I try to eat right, and I love how I feel. :]
I wanted taco bell so damn bad today xD
finding-amanda asked: Tag, you're it!
Here are the rules:
Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves. You have to choose and tag ten people . Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them. No tag backs :3
Here are the rules:
Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves. You have to choose and tag ten people . Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them. No tag backs :3
finding-amanda asked: In response to your post...
I honestly don't know about formspring. I know I have one and no one asks me anything. I think that's just a personal thing. If you want one, go for it. If not, meh. lol. It's nothing special or helpful, I don't think. That's just me though!
As far as "punishments" I don't know if you should think of...
I honestly don't know about formspring. I know I have one and no one asks me anything. I think that's just a personal thing. If you want one, go for it. If not, meh. lol. It's nothing special or helpful, I don't think. That's just me though!
As far as "punishments" I don't know if you should think of...
eyesoffaith asked: ohhh okay :) just looking out for you is all, we want you to succeed and be happy at it! I understand what you mean. I would suggest maybe just picking a certain number of crunches, leg lifts, push ups, ect. to do if you've eaten something you feel bad about. Or maybe go for a walk to burn off some of the calories. Things like that!
healthymotivationn asked: thanks for your reply to that anonymous message, it actually really hurt my feelings.
Change up your exercise routine :)
I already separately reblogged, but now that their together, I need to do it again.
OMG. I was looking for this! :D
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Please read this, I need opinions.
I need opinions on two different things, and I would love to have even those who aren’t my followers give me opinions.
1. Should I make a formspring for this tumblr account? I don’t get asked very many questions, but maybe it would be good for the future, I don’t know.
AND
2. I’m making a reward list and a list of exercise “punishments” I’m going to...